play in the position where u enjoy. The most important thing is to enjoy football
You should play Centre mid and be more of a defensive player, sitting back and stopping the other team from getting at your defence by breaking up there attacks. When you get the ball look to pass it on.
You need to focus on improving your passing and toughen up a bit
If you wathc footy a bit like Alonso/Mashercano
HAHAHAHAHAHA dude you wana get on varsity nextyear and you are bearly starting. hahahahahaha sorry but crush that dream before you get your hopes up. but you should try ayso to get ok then in like a year you could MAYBE get to froshoph if your school has it but most dont. sorry bud